An ongoing work, Myself When I am Not Real is a series of self-portraits, broken into quadrants, with the top Google reverse image search results replacing each quadrant. The reverse-image mosaics form a set of abstract renderings that, when put together, oscillate to obscure and change (while still revealing) the form within. Inspired in part by our disconnected lives playing out in Covid-19 quarantine amidst the box squares of Zoom, FaceTime, Google Hangouts, etc., Myself When I am Not Real is meant to explore the disquieting isolation inherent in ongoing socialization within virtual space. This December 2020 series was broken into 70 by 70 pixel squares, comprising 15 portraits made from 24,570 images from over 1,600 SERP scrapes.