This piece is the second in a series describing what it feels to experience deep emotional struggle and poor mental health in a life that is supposed to be beautiful. Though the detailed and decadent wall of flowers is a delight to behold, both the viewer and the subject are unsure of what lies below the layer of flowers. Observing what looks to be action held in a stagnant image, the viewer is left to wonder; is this person being pulled into a wave? Stuck in a tunnel of earth? How many emotions are passing through the subject's face? The artist encourages the viewer to lean into these questions to fully experience the disquieting push and pull of simultaneous truths she experienced at the beginning of 2020.